Baby Nerves 05/06/09

05/06/09
I’m getting a little bit of nerves now mixing in with excitement. The prospect of me and Natasha having a baby together is now very real.
Natasha now seems to be uncomfortable all of the time. With 56 days to go it looks like it isn’t going to be a nice ‘home stretch for her’. And for me I suppose, I will probably have to get up and get her water more often or make the dinner every once in a while.
Pregnancy is definitely tough on the father that’s for sure.
I started the count down from 87 days and already on 56 feels me with an immense amount of nerves! Seems so far yet so near
I still can’t believe that I am having a child of my own. I will never put her down. She can wake me up whenever. She will be mine.
It was obviously never right for me to have a baby before. It feels so right now and Natasha is just so beautiful a person to be with.
I need to pinch myself I think.
I won’t let Natasha pinch me though because she has the strength of Geoff Capes at the moment! She should shave that beard.